By 9pm feeling much better, less convinced of cancer.
And I ORDERED A KINDLE!
So happy? It’s an odd phenomenon, the way buying something that you can afford, even though you shouldn’t afford it, gives you a little rush. I think it has to do with feeling a little sense of control in a life that is otherwise uncontrollable.
I swear I’m going to do good things to deserve it. I started by calling the company of my desired internship, but apparently the production office isn’t open yet, so they aren’t taking any applications. Off the hook.